How could we be so happy and unhappy at the same time… how could we have the feeling to have everything and nothing in a row… In a way the answer is really easy, as soon as it could be considerate as a valid answer… Because it’s exactly what we have and are… as so far we talk about people in our situation and with the awareness of the global situation… It turns me mad… to see how we are manipulated, how they impose us our way of living, how we can’t choose to change the world, how we can’t decide to have less to let more to the other… how we can decide so much in our day, how “free” we are (which kind of “freedom” are we considering? European one? United States one? African one? Age of Enlightenment one?!?!… anyway…) and how fake are those choices, how irrelevant they are if we consider the global situation… And how even that is not true! How every of our individuals acts could change something, change the world molecule by molecule… How everything is possible… how everything is connected… how everything is true and fake at the same time… How opposites points always meet creating a circle!… Bueno… de donde coño ha salido todo esto?!… part of being one of my obsession, it comes from the Icelandic adventures of the last month… Between the daily rush of the Tjarnarbíó rhythm, the diversity of the events who passed by the house the last days, the good news coming with the end of the year, the fantastic plans for next year, the destroying the audience soon, the reopening of the bar in process… the life outside of the House (if it exists!), the fantastic dance show of the year, the musical community that I finally begin to discover more, the great work done with my musician friends, the amazing footage (and not a short one!) done in the black desert near the crashed plan, the good moments share with the Family… A “suite" of great moment, each ones better than the previous, each ones fuller of emotions than the previous… Each ones demonstrating how life is beautiful, and how easy could everything be… Each ones showing that the world could be different… Each ones making us feel even more how powerful we could be, and how powerless we are…  …Love and Hate everywhere…